Friday, November 28, 2014
Me, myself and I
I'm visiting my mum tomorrow and want to be awake enough to enjoy it! So an early night is called for. And a cooking marathon (not much of one - just dinner tonight plus soup for next week's lunches and a roast gammon joint - but that really cooked itself - and some pork rinds)
M was in Birmingham today so I was on my own all evening and spent most of the time in the kitchen (Cooking not eating) or on the sofa until my early night began. So relaxing (so long as it's occasional only) to have only myself to take into account. My TV. My dinner. My bedtime...
Food today :
Breakfast: bacon, egg & mayo salad. And a small pot of natural yogurt.
Lunch: see above...
Dinner: Thai monkfish curry with rice
Snacks: gf flapjack.
Thursday, November 27, 2014
Silver linings
I didn't binge today. I didn't stick to any healthy plan really as I did eat a bag of crisps this afternoon - but rather than doing it to hurt myself I was genuinely hungry and picked the only unsweet item in the vending machine. I stayed away from the shops to avoid seeing any binge triggers.
I did have some good news today - my contract was extended a couple of months. I know my whingeing about work probably makes that sound like a bad thing, but I prefer it by far to job hunting - especially as I do like the people there. So yay!
Food today :
Breakfast: eggs scrambled with bacon, mushrooms and red pepper
Lunch: Butternut Squash Soup followed by a yogurt
Dinner: chilli with rice
Snacks: pork scratchings and crisps.
Wednesday, November 26, 2014
Fairy tale...
I miss her. Or maybe I resent her for using up a lifetime's supply of self control and being younger. Possibly both, because I can multi-task. I'm not sure where she went, but it's possible I ate her. Along with all the junk food in the world. Or else she binge ate until she EXPLODED
I NEED HELP
I didn't try to train this morning as I woke up repeatedly all night feeling bunged up and miserable. 'Tis the season to contract a head cold apparently - headache, prickly eyes (especially the one I had surgery on), intermittent sore throat, bunged up nose... Blech. And bleurgh.
Food today :
Breakfast: leftover meatloaf & sweet potato
Lunch: Butternut Squash Soup followed by a yogurt
Dinner: poached salmon and salad
Snacks: gf flapjack + lots of crap
Tuesday, November 25, 2014
Damn it
Sadly later I found myself eating crap. I don't know what's wrong with me these days...
Food today :
Breakfast: leftover meatloaf & broccoli
Lunch: turkey salad followed by a yogurt Dinner: turkey Meatzza with sweet potato fries & sauerkraut
Snacks: crisps & chocolate
Monday, November 24, 2014
Weekend 2, Monday 1
In an attempt to cheer up we went down to the Thames Path and walked along to the Globe Theatre, then crossed the river and walked back on the other bank. As we did so we passed 2 food Christmas markets, which made us both regret the chicken as some of it looked and smelled much more interesting, and walked through a more varied market with crafts and jewellery as well as food at the South Bank Centre. This did cheer us up, and by the time we reached the train station to go home we were feeling quite a lot better. Then we had to travel as far as Twickenham on an overcrowded train full of rugby fans - that was nice :-( It got a lot better once they went, but the journey still seemed a lot longer than it did in the morning.
I was bloated all evening from the lunch and never got around to eating again that evening.
Yesterday was quieter; I did some work in the morning and walked into town later. We also watched the Wolverine movie in the afternoon. Didn't walk anywhere near the distance of Saturday, still no pain - so this morning I trained!!!
I put the changes in regarding my form on the climber and blimey did it make a difference in terms of how hard it felt. I was dripping with sweat and my legs felt rubbery when I finished, all of which was great, and so far no pain. Hopefully it will last and I'll be able to improve my fitness.
After work I walked a mile or so - still feeling good!!!
Food today :
Breakfast: eggs scrambled with bacon and mushrooms
Lunch: ham salad followed by a yogurt
Dinner: beef salad
Snacks: Pork scratchings, galaxy whoops
Healthy Hair on the Web: Omolade (Texlaxed/Relaxed)
Protective Style Lookbook || Twist Updo with Side Swoop
Model: Naturally Michy
Friday, November 21, 2014
Hmmmm
Failing that I guess I'll just keep spinning my wheels...
You might have gathered that I'm in a bit of a funk. Something terrible has happened to me, I'm not sure why or what to do about it, but... I seem to be losing interest in cooking & food. Not in a healthy 'eat to live' kind of way, more in an apathetic 'can't be bothered to think about it' kind of way which leads to no food planning and no prepping of healthy snacks followed by grabbing a bag of crisps from the vending machine in the office when I feel hungry. You can tell by the menu below - everything I ate today was cooked previously and only the soup was even reheated. In the past 48 hours I've actually had 2 portions of the same soup (it's all gone now) and 3 servings of the same chicken drumsticks (also now all gone). Who am I??? It's not even because they're so good I couldn't stop eating them - the soup was nice, and improved every day with reheating, but the drumsticks were nothing special. I miss enjoying cooking...
Food today :
Breakfast: Carolina style chicken drumsticks with cucumber & tomatoes
Lunch: carrot & sweet potato soup
Dinner: Carolina style chicken drumsticks with caesar Kale salad
Snacks: bag of crisps (Walkers Ready Salted if it matters), protein cookie
Thursday, November 20, 2014
Aaarrgghhhh
Some people might question how different that is from every other morning, but they're wrong and cheeky to boot.
My morning was extremely frustrating as I struggled to get one of the company's applications to work - then after lunch I realised I'd been making a small but fundamental mistake and like magic it worked (for a specific given value of 'worked' - if it actually worked I wouldn't have been trying to get it ready for testing a bug fix all morning). So annoying that it took so long though - and that it turned out to be my own fault I suppose. At least I got to feel some belated sense of achievement today...
I didn't train (see above) or walk properly today, but I did have to go out for an errand at lunchtime so there was no opportunity to hide behind apathy and avoid the shops. I bought a somewhat too large bag of cashews and ate them all - but didn't buy anything else so it didn't turn into a binge, which makes me reasonably happy given my foul mood all morning. And no booze either, not even medicinal. Although I was tempted. I might not be able to follow all my rules at once right now, but some of them some of the time is a starting point anyway. Right?
Food today :
Breakfast: bacon, mayo & hardboiled egg salad
Lunch: carrot & sweet potato soup
Dinner: carolina style chicken drumsticks with caesar salad
Snacks: cashews, fruit
Wednesday, November 19, 2014
Can apathy be a tool...???
The silver lining, if it can be described that way, is that I also felt no drive to binge, so I didn't. I also avoided sweet tasting food/drinks and all booze today - whether it's down to resolution or apathy I guess that's all good! You'll notice that my snack today wasn't the healthiest of choices, but for some reason I forgot completely to pack a snack today and that was the only non-sweet option in the office vending machine - so it was the healthiest of all available evils.
Food today :
Breakfast: bacon, broccoli & leek scrambled eggs
Lunch: carrot & sweet potato soup
Dinner: grilled pork chop and broccoli
Snacks: bag of crisps
Tuesday, November 18, 2014
Recovering...?
I woke up this morning quite tired despite sleeping reasonably well but very relaxed and completely pain free! The pain free thing sadly didn't last once I got up, but was still many orders of magnitude better than it has been; the tired thing lasted all day despite heroic quantities of coffee and even half a litre of Pepsi max.
Still, no resorting to hot baths today, although I might have if I hadn't had a crap drive home that took twice as long as it should have. Tomorrow it's my plan to get the food and drink part of my plan back into action - if I'm really lucky the training too, though it seems unlikely at the moment. Wish me luck...
Food today :
Breakfast: bacon, mushroom & leek scrambled eggs
Lunch: a homemade beef chorizo burger & bag of crisps and a small pot of natural yogurt
Dinner: steamed salmon and broccoli
Snacks: fruit
Monday, November 17, 2014
I suck
The last few days sucked massively - I forgot all my good intentions, I binged Thursday & Friday, over-ate and drank Saturday & Sunday, and have a strange, completely inexplicable headache today. It must be something I ate.
On the plus side after not training and literally not leaving the house all weekend, including Friday, I am almost pain-free most of the time and will be back to try out my new training strategy very soon I hope. The self-pitying depression is wearing off and so is the desire to binge on crap (wearing off, not worn off) , and I'm feeling almost human again. Despite the truly awful weather I had to drive through to the office this morning. And walk in to the post office at lunchtime. It more or less stopped by the time I drove home, but by then a day in the office had taken its toll and all I was good for was my 708709th bath in the last few days...
So, while I've been living on the sofa / in the bath for a few days what's been happening in the real world?
Food today :
Breakfast: bacon, mushrooms & leek scrambled eggs
Lunch: carrot & sweet potato soup
Dinner: cold beef brisket with a big kale salad
Snacks: cashews... And chocolate
Thursday, November 13, 2014
Hair Diary || Braids and 6-Month Protective Style Challenge
So I found a protective style (a second old faithful from the past). It is not twists, but it does meet my needs in an interesting way. The protective style is braid extensions, which I self installed ten days ago. In the mean time, I can give my hair a serious break from manipulation and get it back to the length I had. (My hair is now BSB. My goal is to get it back to WSL.) I hope to keep this set of braids for 3-4 months. Until next time, here are more hair pics (from the past few months):
Old braid out. |
Twists (only wore them for a few days). |
Fresh wash-n-go. |
Old wash-n-go. |
Mixology || Cocoa Butter Deep Conditioner
1/4 cup pure cocoa butter (melted)
1 tbs safflower oil
1 tbs sweet almond oil
1/4 cup conditioner of your choice
Instructions:
Melt the cocoa butter on the stove at low heat. In a bowl or cup, stir the melted cocoa butter, conditioner, and oils together. Apply to hair and allow to set for 20-30 minutes. Rinse and style as usual.
Wednesday, November 12, 2014
Pain stopped play
Why do I ever post that I'm on a roll / doing well/making progress? Every time I do, every single time I do, something instantly goes wrong. So, I had some pain yesterday which led to my taking the very relaxing bath after work; I felt better after that but this morning the effect had worn off so I replaced training with another bath. I was whingeing to M when I got out and he suggested I change my 'form' on the climber - my stance and the length of my stride - to see if it helps. Seems like a good idea, so I'll be trying that when I start up again. It is a very repetitive movement so if it causes any repeated strain or friction that will build up. It would explain why activity that should be improving my strength & fitness keeps having seemingly the opposite effect...
So, I'm grumpy about missing training /having pain but I suppose slightly cheered by having something to work on when I get back into it (and the changes I'll be making will make me work harder, at least in the beginning, which is good...)
Especially after the cr@pfest that was today.
I binged. Because nothing about a day of enforced idleness and discomfort can't be fixed with thousands of extra calories. Oh, wait...
Food today :
Breakfast: bacon, mushrooms & leek scrambled eggs
Lunch: Roast chicken and salad
Dinner: Takeaway lamb sagwala with boiled rice
Snacks: Don't ask. Won't tell.
Tuesday, November 11, 2014
I train, therefore I am
That is, of course, a lie. Or more politely, what is often known as fake it till you make it. I'm still at the fake it stage.
I woke up early, not sure how early as I was wearing an eye mask and refusing to look at the clock, and spent an unknown eternity praying that it was not yet 4am so I had plenty of time to stay lying there. Then the alarm went off and I may have used a bad word. But I did get up and train so does it matter if I didn't want to?
More grotty weather today so I didn't go for a walk, it just wasn't appealing. Instead I took a hot bath when I got home after work - so so relaxing.
Food today :
Breakfast: bacon, mushrooms & leek scrambled eggs
Lunch: Roast chicken and salad
Dinner: chicken thighs with braised savoy cabbage from the Memorie di Angelina blog
Snacks: cashews and a small pot of natural yogurt
Monday, November 10, 2014
Ding dong
I was pleased.
This morning it was right back to normal with the crawling bleary eyed from bed at 4:30 and the staggering semi-conscious on to the climber. By the time I fully woke up I'd completed my 40 minutes and made a cup of coffee.
After work I managed a couple of miles walking as well, so that felt really good!
I did OK with the food, stayed clear of the booze, avoided the fizzy drinks... All good! (I'd like to be in a place where all of that sounds just normal rather than cause for bragging... maybe some day...)
Food today :
Breakfast: bacon, mushrooms & leek scrambled eggs
Lunch: homemade carrot & coriander soup
Dinner: a kind-of Bolognese influenced meat sauce made with pork mince over steamed sweetheart cabbage 'spaghetti'. Cabbagetti? Spagagge? Snacks: cashews (now buying smaller snack packs - excepting celebrations I'm happy with WHAT I'm eating but need to work on how much of it I'm eating... ) and pork scratchings
Sunday, November 9, 2014
Nut-Free Cheezy Southwestern Dressing
Friday, November 7, 2014
Milestone
I had a short day in the office today - thanks to the late night deployment I did on Wednesday I had the afternoon off as time off in lieu of overtime pay. I had to go into the office for a meeting or I would have been tempted to WFH again in the morning. I was worried about the meeting as it was about some less than successful software releases I've been involved in, but happily it wasn't run as a finger pointing blame game, but more as a "what can we change to tighten up the process" meeting from which some useful suggestions did come up.
I left work at 12 and it was really nice to have the afternoon ahead of me although I can't say I spent it all that productively (but then sometimes resting IS productive, right?) I took a hot bath with muscle relaxing bath salts and then lounged on the sofa feeling more relaxed than I have for days. Later on I went for a walk - not a long one, somewhere between 1.5 and 2 miles but it was a nice fairly gentle way to increase my activity levels for today.
Food today: extremely good I think
Exercise : good
Booze: good and no soft drinks
Food today :
Breakfast: homemade sausage sliced & saut�ed with mushrooms & leek and scrambled eggs
Lunch: cold meat & salad
Dinner: curry made with the Anglo-Indian sausage patties from last weekend, on cauliflower rice
Snacks: Mixed nuts; one homemade sausage
Anytime Oatmeal Cookies
I have a confession to make.
The first time I tried these cookies, I thought they were gross. And so did my kids. I was encouraged to make them by my good friend and Health Coach Sharon McRae whose family was loving all over them. I was really bummed that they didn't work out for me and my family, and I didn't make them again for a very, very long time.
Until I hosted a HUGE women's only, 40th birthday, pot luck at my house (and not a plant based one). The theme of the meal was salads (I can only stray so far people!). Someone, I don't even know who, brought this big plate of cookies and they were being devoured. My nine year old was loving them. I was loving them.
I took one look at them and I knew--they were THOSE cookies. The ones with just two ingredients: bananas and oats.
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Thursday, November 6, 2014
Super Fast Fajita Hash Browns
Another morning after...
I crawled out of bed this morning with so little energy that even with the extra time that comes from not having to drive to work there was no way I was doing anything more energetic than making & drinking several cups of coffee. I made the mistake of telling myself that I would train either at lunchtime or after work, and by 10 am I was well into the reasons not to bother. It's just as well that in my last post I mentioned feeling I was on a roll - when I remembered that at lunchtime it pushed me into training to avoid the embarrassment of once again bragging right before failing big time. So I trained during my lunch break, and though I wasn't really feeling it, I am glad I put in the effort.
Food wise I did alright today although I did have not one but TWO cans of diet soda. I'm all out of herbal tea at home and was so sick of water... Ah well, if that were the worst that I ever did I'd still be slim... I still didn't drink any booze though, and resisted all temptations sweet in flavour. So I'm counting this as a successful day too... Moderately at least.
Now I'm about to fall asleep mid post so I'll love you and leave you...
Breakfast: lamb & cumin burger acting as a base for poached egg
Lunch: cold meat & salad
Dinner: 'mixed grill' - liver, kidney, rump steak & homemade sausage with green beans, caramelized red onion & cauliflower
Snacks: minted pea soup
Wednesday, November 5, 2014
As days go, Wednesday dragged...
700 years after I arrived at work I looked at the clock and it was 10:46. I nearly embarrassed myself by screaming my head off and running around in circles like a headless chicken... This was only made worse by the knowledge that I was due to work overtime again at 10pm...
Enough moaning anyway. I did train in the morning, but didn't manage a proper walk. I feel like I'm on the verge of claiming to be on a roll with the training and given the sudden deterioration in the weather I'm very happy not to be relying on walking as my sole form of exercise or I'd be really frustrated.
I finally fell into bed knackered at 11:30 last night, which is why I didn't get around to posting yesterday, only to wake up at 5 this morning... So still knackered. I'm working from home today thankfully and two strong coffees have not yet been enough. Time for another one...
Happy to say that even with the frustration and the knackeredness and the exhaustion I didn�t fall off any wagons� Food was good, exercise was good, and no booze.
Breakfast:scrambled eggs with defrosted leftover cod wrapped in pancetta (chopped up and added to the beaten eggs so they reheated as the eggs cooked)
Lunch: minted pea soup
Dinner: grilled chicken thighs with grilled vegetables
Snacks: almonds & brazil nuts
Tuesday, November 4, 2014
Today was definitely up and down...
Still, no sweet foods (except fresh fruit) or drinks, no booze, and a training session that left my legs feeling quite rubbery by the end :-)... I call that a successful day 7!
Breakfast: homemade Pork, pear, sage & fennel sausage with leftover saut�ed veg from last night and one fried egg
Lunch: Cauliflower-pumpkin soup
Dinner: massive salad with gammon & poached chicken
Snacks: cashews & fruit (not dried)
Speaking of Pie, Here's The World's Healthiest (and Tastiest) Apple Pie Recipe
Monday, November 3, 2014
Back to Basics - Days 4, 5 and 6
Booze - success. I didn't find it as difficult as I thought even though having something (not a lot) at the weekend had become pretty much a habit.
Exercise - successful I'd say. I walked about 5 miles on Saturday, no training to give my back another day. Sunday was a rest day so I only walked a couple of miles. This morning I was back on the climber and my back felt fine.
I feel a lot more in control at the moment. My digestive system is definitely happier and calmer doing this and so is my mood. I'm not really sleeping any better and I haven't weighed myself in over a week so I don't know how bad things got or if they're getting better. Except in the ways listed above. Keep on keeping on I guess...
Food today:
Breakfast: 2 Anglo-Indian spiced sausage patties from a recipe by Madhur Jaffrey , with North Indian Cucumber salad from the same cookbook - Curry Easy.
Lunch: homemade cream of Cauliflower soup (no actual cream)
Dinner: Pork chop (grilled) with slowly saut�ed Red onion, courgette & red pepper
Snacks: cashews & pork rinds
Sunday, November 2, 2014
My Epic Whole Food Plant Based, Turkey-Free Thanksgiving Recipe Line Up
It's not too early for me to begin thinking about Thanksgiving, is it? I mean, it is November. And if I'm going to pull this off, I need a lot of advance planning.
I have been doing at least some of the cooking for Thanksgiving for enough years now that it has become a real highlight of my year. I keep notes on all my recipes so that it gets easier and better each year. I want to share all that I have learned with you, so that whether or not you are an old pro at this or completely new to a plant based diet, you can get some good ideas and inspiration.
So here's the Official 2014 Healthy Girl's Kitchen Turkey-Free Recipe Line Up:
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